i dont even remember the last time i blogged.perhaps i lost this habit (no worry i will find it back).many things happened.where should i start with?hmmm...

i finished my o level last october or november.so after that i started working.I worked for Spinelli from last December to this Feb.I went to find another job so i ended up in a relief teacher job back in school in qweensway.so far i havent taken up any assignment yet.my timetable didnt allow me to.all my poly lessons were in the morning and always ended late in the afternoon and my holiday were packed with events.orientation in sch.stuff like that.

another thing was regarding relationships.last time i came to know this girl from Tagged.Her name is Kimberly (Loke).At first I dont talk to her - she would go online but i dont talk to her.i forgotten when i started talking to her.i have poor memory of things that happened before.after some time I started talking to her.i dont remember what i used to tell her.well having a few things to remember can be good too.I remembered there was once i asked her "what sch are u from?" and soon i found out that i was having the same course at the same poly.i mean isn't it affinity?this kind of thing nver happened to me before by the way.soon after i found out i like her alot.because of that,i always cherish my affinity with her.i would talk to her almost everyday.whether i love her or not,i wasnt really sure.but at least i remember i did something i think was a brave thing - i said "i love u." for the first time in my life. but before that,another thing happened.last time i was talking to her about something and she said brb.so i waited for her to come back.then she came back and told me something that affected me alot.she said,"sorry i was calling my bf." and i merely said " oh.i didnt know u were attached." and she just said ok.

i dont know if she thought deep into it but i was 100% sure she dont know how i felt.a few days later i told her "i feel a little sad when u said u were calling your bf that time.". she said "Oh." then a few minutes later she asked "do u like me?".I stumped for a few seconds and said ya and she asked me why.then i dont remember what i answered and she said ok.

then some time later like a month later i asked her if she likes me.she said no.and i felt pretty sad that time.but a few minutes later i thought it through.i decided to put down the feelings and just be friends.i was glad to still have her as a friend.

so here am i studying in ngee ann polytechnic.